Flipside

I have no problem with accepting the fact that I want my husband to slap me across the face, spank me, choke me a bit and otherwise use me thoroughly. Being taken care of is an entirely different story. I’m coming down with one of those colds that’s just enough to make you feel like shit [...]

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Strike that, reverse it

If anything, this experience is telling me that I still have a lot to learn. We recently made the transition from pretty much flirting with being 24/7 to actually doing it.  I’m not saying that we didn’t have a dynamic outside of the bedroom, because there definitely was – but it was a bit more [...]

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Changes

I’m reading over some of the first posts I made and am marveling at how many things I have completely reversed on.

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Feeling safe

I’ve had yet another one of those wonderful epiphanies that makes me realize just how much of a miracle it is that I managed to become a functional adult. Aside from all of the support from my husband and friends, I’ve been able to find a tremendous amount of safety in the wearing of my [...]

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A gentle touch

I had such a heady day today.  My husband was off and we had a semi-date (one where our youngest spent a chunk of it asleep in his stroller).  We went out for lunch and clothes shopping for him and a bit for me.  In a word, it was lovely. This evening was a different [...]

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Something I never quite expected

I’ve been brewing a cold for the past two days.  My kids, a bit of a handful at the best of times, have been exceptionally hard for me to handle the past few days, especially with processing all that’s happening between me and my husband.  I cannot describe how wonderful it is to just let [...]

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